it'll work out--

next thing to try..

alright there a program through the military that find housing for you when you don't live near an installation. Only thing is, they will take ALL your BAH. But they ensure all your utilities and rent is covered. They can potentially make money from you-- (down side) OR if they are unable to find anything that meets Army standards they will pay anything above and beyond your BAH to ensure you have good housing. Well this is thr route we are now going. We got some information today and we are ensured a 3 bedroom and at least 1,700 sq foot home  that meets Army standards. So no "scary toilets" lmfao. My mom said the house she looked for us today had just been rented out to WAYYY too many college kids who just TORE IT APART. The owner offered to put new flooring in by June and was hopeful we were still interested -- but i think we are gunna let this one go. He owner uses a property manager and hadn't seen his own property is over a year and sounded horrified that his future retirement house was in such condition...i feel bad for him.

This program though the military will take up to 28 days to find us some options. So that put us very close to being homeless but not quite-- so i am just gunna try to push it out my mind and have faith they find us something nice and i sure hope they do.

So scale told me tonight that i weighed 134--  just gritting my teeth and taking it cause i know i can lose it. When i am doing things for long periods of time i am starting to notice my feet are starting to get that ball sensation. They arn't swelling bad but i can tell they are. Its my extra weight cause my blood pressure is always good *knocks on wood* and i've never had any kinds of problems like that. So maybe some new supportive shoes and putting the feet up when i rest will do the trick. 27 weeks tomorrow and thats the LAST week in 2nd trimester :) Woot Woot!!

i am getting so excited for Logan, i love talking to him and rubbing my belly in hopes he likes the motion of me doing it. I love playing with his little clothes and looking at what i've bought him. Sometimes i get the anxious feeling like doing those things i am tempting fate for something bad to happen but i'm trying really hard not to let that side show effect me too much. I love him so much and i'm very excited for him. He's been in my heart for along time even before he was made.. i love him desperately and cannot wait to hug and kiss him