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Today marked one week- 5 weeks 6 days to go (think it's may 17th he's back...)  For the first week it went by pretty quickly. Although looking into next week kinda makes me bummy it's like wth am i supposed to do everyday?! Patrick's birthday was Saturday, my old man is now 27 :) he's gets hotter the older he gets- i love it.

Tomorrow is the start of knowing where we go. We find out which "region" we will go to., even though it's not an exact location its still something so i am anxious to know. I hope it's either super close to home or somewhere neat. I will know by 3pm ish tomorrow.

Today i went grocery shopping-first time alone while further along like this. Firstly i never push the cart cause the damn things at the commissaries are little tanks. So that was a task in its self. Then i am unable to lift Emm high enough into the kid seat part..i just don't have the strength and sometime she fights it and i just can't do it. So i'm pushing a cart while she's running ALLL over the place not listening for ANYTHING. I hit her with the cart probly 3x she got tapped a few times by other people. Non of it was on purpose Emm just gets in these modes where she is just oblivious to her surroundings. She doesn't get carts are coming her way or to move out of the way. To make matter worse the place was packed like 10+ carts her aisle so that made for keeping her close very difficult. Then while i was grabbing jugs of milk she was running around me in circles-- and while turning to put the jug in the cart i smacked her upside the head with a jug of milk-- talk about looking like a complete ass. ugh. She cryed- i won worst mother award. Then trying to unload everything with big ol belly and Emma putting EVERY piece of candy onto the belt. FINALLY made it to the car and here comes my cashier-- Are these your keys?, they were. Hey at least i never knew i lost them. I probly would have cryed. Then theres the rearranging the fridge and getting rid of things you know arn't gunna get eaten and all that. Just freaking exhausted. I needed to call my husband after that for some moral support before i had a melt down myself.

This friday i am 24 weeks and mr logan hits viable status-

Well hopefully this week will go by quickly like that last, and i am able to stay busy :) FX for a region that makes everyone happy i know all our family is desperate to have us closer to home.  It's my little loves bedtime- so gunna do that. Sit down watch nautro until KOTH comes on then bedtime for this mommy.

I can feel its gunna be one of those night where you mind just plays on everything it can to just make ya mopey. TV is usually a good mind numbing thing.

Also scale says- 124lbs (before pregnancy i ranged 100-103lbs)  This pregnancy acne can take it easy too, braces, pimples and my glasses with this big 'ol belly. I sure get some looks.