12+1

this sinus infection is just wiping me out.. i did sleep last night though. I woke up several times but i did manage to fall back asleep everytime. Patrick slept on the couch again, but for me it was for the better. Hopefully tonight will be better. The sinus pain is terriable, sore throat..ears hurt, headaches... i'm pretty miserable. Then being preggo especially first tri i do NOT wanna take anything. I am on my LAST week of first trimester :)  The baby is sooo beautiful i just cannot get over what we saw yesterday. I feel like a first time mommy all over again. I wish Emma was there though, i know she would have loved it. Watching the baby move around yesterday makes me anxious for me being able to feel the baby move. Just a few more weeks and i should be able to feel it and i will be over the moon. Had a listen to the baby this morning and it just felt different, cause i know whats really in there now. My beautiful tiny little love, gosh i love her/him. I am still sure it's a girl. My tummy is really starting to change, yeah i got the lil bump. But i mean in other ways too, like ya know when you sit forward and you get all those lil tummy folds? my stomach is to hard now and i do NOT get any folds. it just gets uncomfortable. I really need to start feeling better..