Monday

After my pap smear last thursday i began to bleed, my doc told me it was the outter part of my cervix, not coming from the inside. I also ended up having a bacteria infection down there (kinda embarrasing). BUT- the bleeding didn't stop til sunday. Two days i bled, friday it was red (thin red but still red).. saturday went to brown and sunday nothing.. this morning nothing. Thursday, Friday and first part of Saturday, i had cramps here and there that i would say were pretty bad. At first i was completly convinced i was going to have a misscarriage.
The only glimmer of hope came from that my boobs are getting increasily bigger still, very swore.. and morning sickness has finally shown up. No throwing up.. but when i think of food its "what food makes me wanna throw up the least".. and just general nausious feeling. 
I called friday, i don't want a repeat ultrasound but i did ask for bloods to be done. She agreed, at friday i was 6 weeks exactly(first draw). Today i will be 6 week 3 days (2nd draw).. early enough yet that significant increasing should be happening. I am VERY nervous for results. I am about to call and soon they will call back with fridays results and put in for todays. I hope to get todays draw results today if not then tomarrow.
Keep your fingers crossed, say a prayer or whatever it is you do. 23 months of trying for Emma to be a big sister.