7+4

i made it facebook official, now i feel like i jinxd it. I have to wait til late JAN. for my first ultrasound!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THATS HORRIABLE!! Way to long to freaking wait. My First actual baby appt is Jan 6th. Maybe i'll try to convince them there. Is it so bad to want to know there is heart beating inthere.. i don't think so. Christmas i am gunna bust out the dopplar and start trying to hear the baby. i am SUPER mega thin so i am hoping to hear the baby then. *fingers crossed*.... i dunno now i am all paranoid and feel like something is wrong.