my symtoms have deff dulled down, i don't wanna say gone cause i am sitting here debating on breakfast and what sounds like it would make me feel the least gross. I havn't been able to drink milk since 6 weeks, i tryed chicken last night threw that up. I thew pizza up the following night..i think it was because of the olive i ate after it though. I still feel like NOTHING digests properly. I am pretty sure i am super dehydraded.. which i am trying to fight but when even water makes you feel gross it's super hard. NOTHING tastes right to me. It's 2 weeks til my next appt and i am SO very anxious i wanna know so bad what is going on in there. I got into my myspace blogs from when i was this preggo with Emma. I found Emm's heart beat at 10+1 on my home dopplar.. the doc found it even earlier with his. So i am anxious to try but i am holding out til after christams at least so i am not so upset if i do not find it. i wanna enjoy christmas the best i can. I feel 50/50 right now about this pregnancy. I wouldn't be surprised if they told me my baby had passed.. i would be over the moon if they told me everything was good. I just feel wierd i guess i dunno. I am trying my best to keep my head up. I am so worried. I just can't imagine trying again if i lose/lost this baby. The whole ttc is just as bad as these first 13 weeks. I am surprised to do not have ulcers or something.
Patrick is being great about me feeling like crap. I am so thankful for him he;s the best husband :)
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