Tuesday

i have an ortho appt at 11... which isn't cool cause the trey cd signing is at noon and i know if i don't get there at or before noon i will never make it through the line to meet him. O'well. i will just have to take pics from afar LAME. Today is 2 dpo... still got a freakin WEEK til i can test. This whole thing is maddening really.. i want this sooo freaking bad. Patrick tells me to stop thinking about it so much, but i just freaking can't. Of coarse i will be disapointed is i get a BFN.. but i know i will have next month. Why do cycles have to be in MONTHS.. that takes to long and i am far to impatient. I am doing all the right things.. i just hope its all working. My doc has me on prenatals even while TTC.. Not this friday but by next friday for sure i should know if this cycle was a sucess or not. Even then though... if its a sticky sucess. *sigh*


I wish i could control time.