paranoid

GAHH!!! my boobs are totally not even swore anymore.. i am gunna put my self in the ground worring about this damn pregnancy. I WISH I COULD HAE MY DAMN BLOOD DRAWN EVERYDAY!! and i want a scan at the end of 6 weeks not 8 weeks.. cause 6 weeks is when the heart starts and THATS what i just need to see. I hate feeling so damn worried.