the husband is getting back to his 'gym rat' ways-- spending to much at GNC and hitting the gym all the time. I truthfully prefer him being softer for better hugs and not mention him getting all in muscly again and me gaining all this weight is kinda adding my complex. Of coarse he tells me i am beautiful and all those nice things you say to make a pregnant person happy. Not going to rain on his parade though so i'll wine here instead to him. Once this boy is here i really hope we can get a tredmill or something for me since making gym trips probly won't be an option. I have high expectations for myself and my body after this boy is out.
Kitten has her nails capped now- since i applied them she has managed to pull just one off but i got another one on her now. She doesn't seem to mind them and we getting a couch set when patrick gets back (3rd one in 5 yrs) so i wanna make sure this one stays good. The cats (previous cats and kitten) have really taken there claws to this set. We payed $1500 for it like 3 yrs ago so it's a real bummer but ya learn. Plus as beautiful as a sectional is they are also a pain cause they don't always fit your next place. Theres a cheap set we are looking at--
thats it. Then we are looking to buy a bedroom set!! Our first one since getting together!! i think it's a big purchase, we will probly have to finance that though :/ We are buying before we move while we have all these wearhouses and stuff around and bigger cheaper selections when we move to Upper Michgan our resources will be next to nothing lol. Plus when ya move and ya got new stuff it feels all fresh and more exciting. Then its Logan's room :) I have been eye balling some crib sets on Walmart-which i can just site to store no problem. I am still refusing to buy those bedding sets that cost HUNDREDS of dollards-- i've already got some crib sheets then just need a bumper and skirt. Everything doesn't need to have the same damn character on it. I am happy with putting together his nursery with bargain finds and things I THINK look good together. Emm's bedroom stuff is still perfect for her and i'm still too scared to get her a proper dresser so she will stay using her closet system.
***referring to the time she pulled out the drawers and climbed into the 2nd drawer up and the dresser became to forward heavy and fell on top of her. She was just over a yr old the only thing that saved her was her bed was so close to the dresser, that the bed dresser hit the bed not the floor so there was a gap where Emm (underneath it) was safe and not crushed by her dresser. I still don't trust her so no dresser- i maybe paranoid but i cannot tell you how it was SCREAMING to patrick to help me get the dresser from what i though was on top my daughter.
Logan's bedroom may have a dresser until he starts moving around properly then i will remove it from his room or hide it in his closet lol. I like the Graco sets on walmart.com they are cheap and i've seen them set up in stores and for cheap bundle set its actually really nice. Patrick won't let me get white so i think i am gunna go with an espresso finish.
So far with Logan we have been doing really good. Swing brand new is $150 - i payed $50. Bouncer/Seat brand new is $50- i payed $20. Sit and Stand new is $130- i payed $50. Yeah it's all used but really i don't mind at all and i'm proud to have saved our family the money. Then 75% of his clothes were from when i brought Emm's clothes in for store credit and basically wiped out there boys rack :) Sleepers for 50 cents and $1 -- always finding my dinosaur stuff cause i think dinosaur must have been like last years theme or something cause i never find it in the stores only resale shops and discount stores.. and the discount stores is where i got the rest of his clothes. Then he's got his sisters jumperoo and moses basket. So maybe $200 towards him so far. O 'yeah i won that gift card from that baby shower i went to and got his high chair. i got one of those Fisher Price space savers with that card.
I am forever imagining what our next place is gunna be like-- i hope we get some kind of house wether or not we buy or rent it. I want a yard for our kids and HOUSE ya know. Not these miltary houses or apartments. I want big plants in my windows and flowers in my front yard. I wanna mow my lawn and shovel my own snow. I hope we have a garage and two bathrooms..
.. i have so many pieces and many ideas everything is all just in waiting. Its driving me batty i tell ya. Although i got one of those reality smack earlier when i realized my birthday is less then 3 months away which means Logan really will be here soon. Patrick and I are still forever telling each other "i cannot imagine having another child let alone a BOYYY".. lol I am so excited though. Very excited to see his lil face.
Since today is pretty well over it's only 5 days and a wake up til he is home :) I need him right now, being so pregnant and carring around this extra 35 pounds is exhausting that doesn't even cover the 2 pound handsome parasite growing in me. Love my little boy. Emma misses him dearly as well, she needs her daddy. Bedtime is far worse and discipline is lacking with out him. Patrick is very involved with Emm as well, he is almost more likely to play ponies with her then i am. They'll both disapear and i'll find myself sneaking down the hallways finding both of them using pretend voices doing role play type play with ponies. I cannot tell you have precious it is to hear your husband pretend to be a "My Little Pony". He pretends doing hair and going on adventures. Just things you wouldn't think you'd see happen.
Right now i just feel so in the limbo-- i can only plan and have ideas and partially do things. I wanna get the ball really rollin. I feel bad always wishing for the future.. trying my best to keep sane just can't wait to be comfy and settled.
Emm is watching the upside down show-- after this show it's bedtime (8:30pm) then that gives me enough time to get comfy and sit down for my hour of KOTH by the end of that i am struggling to keep my eyes open and crawl into bed. Next morning starts at 7:30am-- never fails no one has a internal clock like Emma.
well little boy is dancing on my bladder.
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