:(

i am being a total whine ass bout Patrick leaving--

i know 7 weeks isn't shit, i know it could be worse and all that other crap people tell ya. Fully aware- still effin sucks. He gets to come back to super huge 3rd trimester crab ass me.. then the move starts. I just hope everything from this point forward goes smooth no more surprises or set back, i just PRAY it all goes good. I wanna be able to travel with them despite being late 3rd trimester, i wanna be settled in somewhere before Logan comes. On the plus side of this finally starting-- probly less then TWO weeks til we FINALLY find out where we will be moving. I am excited to start looking into houses and schools, hospitals and all that family needed things.

PPPPLEASEEE PLEEEAASEE-- go smooth!! no more drama, no more set backs, no more dumb shit.

Leaving for airport @ 3am. Looking forward to the goodbye and the goodbye are the worst it's all down hill from there!!