wholey shit i find out the sex of the baby tomorrow!! It's 9pm the day is nearly over and i will be going to sleep soon to be waking up into a day that i will surely remember for the rest of my life. It maybe just the gender scan but i remember Emm's very well and i cannot wait for this one. I feel like i can start writing in the new chapter life has given us. I am so happy Emm gets to come with, that means so much to me. She is more then just my 3yr old daughter she's my little best friend and i would be hurt if i couldn't share it with her. She is crazy and wild-- but i wouldn't change her for any damn thing. I hope tomorrow is as good as i hope it to be. After we find out the gender i wanna hit up a ROSS (cause i'm a cheap-o) and i don't have 1st time mommy syndrome anymore- the cheaper the better and used it just fine with me.
I have high hopes tomorrow. Hope all goes as planned and i can come home knowing if i'll be having another daughter or a son. It still seems surreal- i'll admit to being scared too. Its not a medical ultrasound but i am still worried. Soaking up good vibes and saying some prayers :)
O' how i love my husband, daughter and little one <3
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